under pressure [i promise] chapter 8 {FINALLY}

+++++++++++note: hey guys sorry it took so long to post but here it is. the beginning is kind of graphic but oh well. comments and buzzes are appreciated and loved! XD++++++++++

He grabbed me and we violently started making out. A few minutes had passed and i found myself laying down on the blanket with frank on top of me. I felt him working at my shirt so i helped him out and took it off, and his as well. We went back to our roughly passionate kiss and i wrapped my legs around his waist. I had my arms wrapped around his neck and i felt his hands working at my clothes again. only this time it was my jeans.

"Kristin, are you sure you want to do this?" Frank asked me breathlessly. I shook my head 'yes'. It seems as soon as i shook my head, Ray showed up wide eyed.

"Umm... Im sorry!" he said quickly and ran away. he reminded me of a little kid who just walked in on his parents. Frank got off of me and muttered under his breath,

"way to ruin the moment." I gave a nervous laugh and pulled my shirt back on.

"Frank do you know what time it is?" I asked as i watched him put his shirt back on. He looked at the watch on his wrist.

"1:43" He said. i stood up and so did he. We went around and blewout the candles.

"Are we just gonna leave all this here?" I asked him. He simply shook his head 'yes' and grabbed my hand.

"Wanna race back to the others?" He asked smiling.

"Whats the deal with you and races?!" I asked jokingly and he shrugged his shoulders.

"GO!!!!!" he shouted and started running.

"NOT FAIR!!!!" I yelled after him and started running as well. We ran all the way back around the lake. Frank won, of course. Cheater :P

When we got to the others , they all looked at us with such cheesy grins.

"What!?" Frank said, and their smiles got wider. "Nothing happened! " he said.

"Suuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrreeeeee!" Vee said hugging Ray.

"No im serious! Nothing happened! Ray had to come and ruin it!" frank said laughing and so did i. he took my hand again.

"Well umm it was nice meeting you all but i really have to go home." i said.

"IM WALKING YOU!" frank said automatically. "So bye guys, were leaving." he stuck his tongue out at ray and we turned around. He waved 'bye' to them with the hand that wasnt occupied by mine. , "So did you have fun" he said as we started walking back down the road.

"Yeah" i said quietly, "Did you?"

"Yeah" he said and stopped suddenly, "Get on my back" he said

"Why?!" i asked laughing.

"Cause i want to give you a piggy back ride!" he said happily. So i walked behind him and jumped on his back. He grabbed my legs so i wouldnt fall and he started walking.

"So does this mean that.. that were together?" i asked, finally releasing the amount of pressure that had built up. I couldnt stand not knowing what almost happened between us and how it would affect our friendship.

"Do you want to be?" He asked hitching me higher up on his back.

"Umm.. Do you want to be?" I asked nervously. Afraid and yet anxious to hear his answer.

"Yes. Yes i want us to be together. I have for a while now" frank said. getting quieter towards the last part. my heart cought in my throat.

"ok" i said trying to hidew the fact that i was smiling. I guess i couldnt pull it off.

"Why are you giggeling?!" he asked, half laughing himself. "Is it something i said?!" he laughed again. i squeezed my arms around him.

"No..its just that.... that ummmm ummm well i feel the same way." we both laughed. By this time we were pretty close to my house.

"Umm Frank?" i said, "Can i get down now?" i laughed

"AHa! yes ma'am!" he said letting me down. He took my hand and we started walking towards my house that was now coming into view.

When we got to the trellace i said, "You dont have to climb up there with me" motioning to the roof.

"Well i want to" he said smiling.i sighed

"OK but be quiet" i started climbing and when i got to the top he started climbing. When we were both on the porch roof we slowly walked ovr to my bedroom window. my window was still closed. still the way i left it... good. but yet again i felt the same horrible pressure creep up on me . i dont know why i was always so scared and anxious but i started shking.

frank noticed and said "Kristin whats wrong?" he sounded worried but i didnt know how to tell him about the pressure. so i just shook my head.

"Nothing" i said trying to sound convincing, "im just cold" we finally got to my windowand i opened it. Frank watched as i climbed in. it made me feel awkward.

when i got inside i turned around and looked at him. he was smiling.

wow i cant get over how much i love his smile. i wonder why he was always so shy. i sighed. hes so amazing.

"Thank you my night in shining armor, for rescuing me from my hell hole tonight" i whispered with a small laughed. he laughed too.

"You are quite welcome my dear" he said and kissed me through the window. just like before.

i hope this lasts forever. my head screamed , but i knew it wouldnt. this has happened before. i found someone i loved and they got ripped away from me.i dont want a repeat of josh. yet at the same time thats exactly what i want.

we broke apart and i said, "good night hun." he kissed my cheekand said 'good night'. he turned around and silently walked back towards the trellace. he turned around, waved to me, and then slowly climbed down. i sighed yet again, only this time with a smile on my face. i closed my window and shut my curtains. i went and layed down on my bed. i slowly drifted off to sleep and my horrible nightmares took over once again.